ok. so. sometimes I want to die. I don't really want to stop livig, but I want the people around me to not have to deal with me. I feel like the ultimate inconvience and it sucks. Why do I hurt so badly? Why does it cut so deep? I want to be all better, I wish that internal wounds were like external ones...you rub on ointment and add a bandaide... ( Read more... )

sooo....here goes heather ( Read more... )

I think I am going crazy. I don't know what my problem is...its scaring the fuck out of me. I need something, and I dont know what it is, so I keep trying to grab anything I can to make me happy. SO many drugs I can barely see straight. Any guy that gives me attention. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME? I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to ( Read more... )

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed ( Read more... )

My life is in the worst place I could have ever imagined it right now. I'm pregnant with the biggest loser I have ever met in my life's baby. I know I can't have one, so I'm planning on terminating, but I feel so alone and so empty. Taylor won't even act like he cares and he won't pay for half the abortion...he says its my fault, so I should pay ( Read more... )

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Fuck. I am a bad person. I did drugs. I liked it. I want to do them again. I had sex. With a bad person. I want to do it again. Why am I so fucking addicted to things that are so fucking bad for me? Why can't I do something good for myself? I know that I dont want to lose who I am...but I also have this whole other part of me that seems to be a ( Read more... )

01. Leave a comment with your name and I will write something about you ( Read more... )

I will not make the same mistakes that you did ( Read more... )

No one knows what it's like ( Read more... )