why does it seem like with me happiness and sorrow are almost always conjoined twins... it seems like most people are upset when something monumental has happened to them... but with me i just think about life and love and this hopeful happy sadness comes over me.. and i sort of like it? is that strange? i want to feel more unique. i never feel ( Read more... )

i like a boy. he makes me laugh. haven't laughed so much since brent. everything is going good. i hope i don't do something completely me and ruin it.

i hurt.

my boofriend just surpirsed me at 8:00 this morning with roses and an hour of spooning... sounds like a movie scene to meeeeee

i am in love with regina spektor right now. just can't get enough. i hate how much of a delay everything i do. i swear to God, why can't i be more organized and driven? is it possible to be happy but not? i've been thinking everything in my life is going good and i'm still not completley overjoyed.. is that normal? or am i looking for something ( Read more... )

today was so beautiful.. it was pouring while i walked across campus but i loved it!.. i was listening to beautiful songs on my ipod as i skipped through the puddles and sang... and i was actually smiling ( people probably thought i was a looney toooooney!) anyways.. i love when nothing exciting can be happening in my life but i seem to be happy ( Read more... )

sometimes i think i'm in this fog, and i never really see or understand what is going on around me. i think i'm picturing things to be a way they really aren't. uggghh my boyfriend is awesome... but he never calls me!! he said he could go 2 or 3 days without talking and it wouldnt effect him at all.. which makes me feel like total shit.. i dont ( Read more... )

i know i know... livejournal is full of bragging about all the amazing things that happen in your life, and most people do this to make themselves seem more exciting then they really are : ) hehe ( me for example) butttttttt.... i have been in complete bliss for the past month or so.. and it just keeps getting better, i really hope nothing changes ( Read more... )

a single rose was left on my doorstep today! eeeeek! : )

i wish that i had enough will power and energy to lose weight and be more fit!! i just always find some excuse!! gahh