I'm learning how to crochet and it's not easy!

bliss and tranquility = just laying with your eyes closed and truly just breathing in a song. feeling it, listening to the melody. it is the most amazing feeling.

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

i am completely stressing out. i need to decide where i am going for grad school because applications are due in the next couple of months. i have way too many options and way too many fears. i would love to go to another school besides eastern because i feel it would be a challenge for me. if i stay at eastern, i am just staying because it's ( Read more... )

there are days when i don't even know if i know who i am or what i want. i know i am capable of so many things i never take advantage of. i feel like a lazy coward that just rides through life never making any true effort. i look back at pictures of me and get sad. i do much of nothing anymore. i mean yes i work and go to school and the occasional ( Read more... )

i never thought of myself as a superstitious kind of gal, yet lately i have been finding myself not doing things to purposely not jinx myself. well here it goes.. everything really seems to be coming into place.i am definitely, finally, absolutely in love with my boyfriend. i love who/what he is. it's not all mushy and gooshy though.. i know i love ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about changing my hair drastically... been thinking about it for awhile now. i feel like I'm always so plain looking... maybe go back to dark i dunno? any ideas!? please help! honestly take a good look at my face and tell me what the hell i need! :)

you know what's nice?... looking like a complete snotty nosed mess, and having your boyfriend make you tea, rub your head, and say he loves you.good good good.

thanksgiving break was so nice! i went down to texas with jason to spend it with his parents. they were the most amazing people. such a cute couple, still affectionate and loving. his dad was always joking around pretending to joke me and stuff lol... sounds crazy.. but it was cute.. and i wanted to pack up his grandma ( grandmum is what they call ( Read more... )

When is enough enough ( Read more... )

it seems that things would be a lot more simple if everything was just black and white. but i think in reality if we all had just right or wrong, good or bad, left or right.... it would be simply boring.