yesterday i spent fathers day laying in the grass next to a mound of dirt. they still havent put sod over my dads grave so we put tons of flowers and pictures on it. I think yesterday is when it hit me that EVERY YEAR, i will have to go to the cemetary to wish him a happy birthday, to say happy fathers day, or to say merry christmas. I layed there ( Read more... )

Well, my dads 6 year battle with cancer is now over. He is now my angel ( Read more... )

shiiiiiit son last night was riiidiicccuuulllooouuussss ( Read more... )

I will no longer give forgiveness... i will seek revenge. Why should i waste my time forgiving someone for doing something shitty to me? fuuuuck that. you fuck up, you pay the god damn price.

stay on my good side. dont mess up. and everythings cool.

buttt, you mess up, you fuck me over, i will fuck you over ten times harder.

love and respect

so basically, last night i couldnt even bring myself to fall asleep. it sucked i was so uncomfortable. today i woke up with a text from scott saying "hi :[ how are you?" and i said "im alright, just got up, how are you?" and he said "i just wanted to tell you the scott you saw the other night is gone, your best friend who says goodday and eats 400 ( Read more... )

my head is killing me, my ribs are killing me, my stomach is killing me. ughhh. i do notttttt feel good. at all. i just want nick to call. buttttttttt he might be passed out. haha. this episode of csi was hella good. ughhhh im dyingggggggggg. fuck off im going to sleep.

well tonight its official, scott hates me.

whatever.

ashton does too,

and i told scott "good, i hate that bitch too, and trust me im not the only one"

fuck it.

night cunts.

ugh taste of chaos is tonight

and no, im not going

i think i'll rent some movies and yeah

whatever

so manntis is coming up and we find out tickets are $30

holllly shit. so im gunna pay for half of trese's ticket so we can go. i cannot wait. like i have never been more excited to see someone. :]

other then that i should be going my dishes. so ya im gunna go

i'll update better tonight

ummm, my fucking throat is killlllling me. little did we know, danielle has fucking strep throat and has been over here and such. mmm id b kinda mad if i got sick. i could go for some hot chocolate with lotttts of whipped cream. mmmm and a blueberry muffin. Oh my god, how cute!!! im watching the geico commercial and the little gecko is all "of ( Read more... )