well i did getout of the house and was a busy bee for a couple of days but things are the same i keep thinking about what i am going to to do if i dont get the money to pay for school next year..iguess go back home..wow. i would fucking freak out. i love everyone but i have worked so hard and damn it i refuse for it to end that way. i'll figure it ( Read more... )

well im back in california, i love the place and stuff but now it feels like i was gone too long and i dont live here. so now i dont feel right here in cali or elp. god damn it. well i am just here up to no good as usual and man i swear i am bored out of my fucking mind. i finished all my work and i want to do something but wouldn't you know it i ( Read more... )

well i got into town last night around 7!! i drove my ass all the way down here in my car!!!! yes sir all by myself ( Read more... )

lol or maybe not lol

so yes the 2nd session of school is starting to end and yeah i am stressing out as usual trying to get all my shit done and over with. i want to just go home and see my family and kick it with them but i can not. i want to go home and hug robyn and hold her in my arms but i will have to wait a week. i made the decision to move out here and i am not ( Read more... )

well i got a myspace yeah but i will never post on the thing just here. it is mostly for the brooks peeps to stay together and what not, even though i already have a facebook oh and that asshole in my class is being a bigger asshole and i want to kill him but other then that school is going by fast and busy as hell!!!! i want it to end already and ( Read more... )

okay well recently things have been insanely busy as always its always this fudging busy. well i recently created a facebook and let me tell you i wish i had not. at least i have not started my space, my roomates are on that shit 24/7 i will never create one, livejournal is a big enough commitment as it is

damn it i can't work.....i need 16 amazing shots and i only have 2 at them most and the whole thing is due tomorrow night and im freaking out becasue i dont know what to do and i thought writing would funckin help but no it has not, oh me and lindsey are not talking as much as we used to, what a shame and we are trying to rent a house together. i ( Read more... )

okay now i know i am going to piss some people of but i don't give a rats ass if i do ( Read more... )