This week sucked ass at work. The ATMs went down repeatedly, one of my staff went on vacation & I found a TON of un-finished work in his desk. Our work is time-sensitive. What was he thinking!!?? So he's going to get a nice "welcome back", he will be written up on Monday. I really hate to have to do it, he's such a good kid but it just has to be ( Read more... )

WOW, it's been more than a year since I posted last. I thought I would never be able to not need to journal. So much has happened during the past year ( Read more... )

Great news! I've stopped needing my therapist! My last meeting with her was last week. It felt good to let go. It was kind of scary at the same time. I realized that I was holding on to her out of fear & that I really AM ok on my own. And whatever I can't do on my own, I have my beautiful wife for!

I'm procrastinating this morning. I've been up for just over 2 hours & I've done nothing but goof off on the computer. There are tons of dishes & laundry that need to get done ( Read more... )

I'm still here. Still trying to live outside my head. It's not easy, my anxiety has gotten bad. It doesn't help that my son got his license & has his own car now. That alone is an anxiety trigger ( Read more... )

The laptop is finally fixed. It took a while because we had to wait for a new hard drive to be shipped. Then we had to wait for someone to install it. Then we could not get online. We had to get all the drivers installed for the wireless network. It was very frustrating ( Read more... )

Kristina lost her job today. The dealership simply was not busy enough & since she was the newest, she was the first to go. She is really upset, I need to go sit with her now.

I've listed 2 of my Christmas Qulits on Ebay. I hope this results in some ( Read more... )

I've taken a few days off of work before the madness begins. My head teller is off for 2 1/2 weeks this month. That means that I get to do 2 jobs for the price of one. Yea! (note the sarcasm?)
Kristina has been at her new job for almost 3 weeks. She (and I) are both VERY nervous about this change. The majority of her income should come from sales ( Read more... )

I've not been able to post in a while because my laptop crashed. I'm waiting for a new hard drive to be shipped. Right now, I'm using my manager's computer to post because his is not restricted ;).
I'll be back in about a week (hopefully)

Current mood: +3