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neverx_xending

and you may be her mr. perfect
the prince chrming from above
you may be the sexy boy
she has always wanted to love
you may be the worlds greatest pimp
the greatest player known
but the things i see in you
arnt what you have shown
you shared a part with me
that they will never really get
the real you behind these walls
the flame that your soul has lit
the ( Read more... )

yay!
ok so everything went fine the other day.
i was competely paranoid
with every footsep i heard and every car door slammed i thought it was him
but it wasnt so its all good
i have to go back like every week but other then that
its all good!
as of right now i have no hatred tward life.
well so far.

i love how everything falls apart right at my feet.
i mean everything was fine today.
just fine.
i laughed my ass off at one point. literaly couldnt stop.
and i just had a good day.
i get home and my mother tell me i have tutoring again.
fanFUCKINGtastic.
this means that i get to see the one person i thought i would never see again.
rob.
i was over the ( Read more... )

take me, back into the arms i love
need me, like you did before
touch me once again
and remember when
there was no one that you wanted more

dont go, you know you will break my heart
she wont, love you like i will
im the one who'll stay
when she walks away
and you know i'll be standing here still

i'll be waiting for you
here inside my heart
i'm the one who ( Read more... )

christmas was good.
new years sucked ass.
just like last year.
except this year was worse.
i lost the only thing that made me happy.
he basicly told me things were just not going to work.
i guess he's right.
my mom hates him.
she's never actually said she hated him but i could tell.
my dad didnt mind him though.
i need to give him his cd.
i made it for him ( Read more... )

what if one day you came running to me and i wasn't there for once
are you going to get the same pain my heart gets every time i chase after you
i dont think your heart can handle the pain
my heart has been getting used to it
its been getting used to the fact that it gets healed one night and crushed the next
and now it doesn't hurt so bad

i really have nothing to say
sarah told me she was getting confused with my entries.
so i decided to write one with meaning
but i have nothing to say.
so maybe ill write more tomarrow.

so i hung out with joe matt and mike!
wooooooot
FUN FUN FUN !!!!!!!!

Happy thanksgiving!