venting
i love how everything falls apart right at my feet.
i mean everything was fine today.
just fine.
i laughed my ass off at one point. literaly couldnt stop.
and i just had a good day.
i get home and my mother tell me i have tutoring again.
fanFUCKINGtastic.
this means that i get to see the one person i thought i would never see again.
rob.
i was over the whole fact.
i think i still am.
but im so affriad that feelings are going to come back between us.
or something like that will happen.
but since we ended to negatively i dont think feelings will be back.
but im just so scared.
im dreading going back.
its not going to be the same.
im going to breakdown.
and thats all he needs to see.
but im going to try and be stong like nothign has even happend.
strangers right?