hahahahahahahahahahahahaha... i just read my last update... from july... wow... alot has changed since... i didn't get the focus i got the green cavilier... and that was about a month of fighting with dad over cars.... i think i was right about the karma thing... cuz for a few months now i've been walkin around i a flurry of stress and sadness... i ( Read more... )

it's been for ever since i've typed in this thingy!!! life got very out of a control for a bit.... work, fun, family drama, friend drama, getting a bf, losing a bf, getting new bf... new bf is strange for me... it's a long distance type a thing... and he's liberal... but strangely good for me i think... general stuff is just working out for me... ( Read more... )

finally having a good day... i'm not depressed or bitchy... just happy ( Read more... )

omfg... yep... little sore from last night... major mosh at the rave... mmmmmmmmm soo much fun... gott i was sooo freakin sweaty after that... thought i was gonna die... I LOVE LAURA FOR TAKING ME WITH HER!!!! DAMN!!! way fucking to much fun... oh yea... for the record... the lead singer of No Warning, Ben Cook is fucking hot as hell..... yep want ( Read more... )

TOP TEN THINGS TO DO WHILE BUZZING OUT ON ENERGY DRINKS ( Read more... )

the shit hit the fan as far as hamlet is concerned... been on it all weekend... still reading the thousands of pages of research... the paper is finally beginning to form in my brain... ugh... hate hate hate hate hate hate... rage is increasing to an unmanageable amount ( Read more... )

so yea do this... maybe if people actually do it i will give you all an update of the bullshit drama that has once again attacked lizzers ( Read more... )

so officially stopped giving a shit about josh... LONG TIME AGO... jen and i talked... i understand when she's mad the way she vents is to talk shit behind my back... i don't like it but i understand and deal with it... nyki apologized and i forgave... life is too short to dwell on the negative ( Read more... )

yes liz had her most stupidest moment in months!!!!!!! liz actually agreed to once again give josh a Last Chance... dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!!!!!!! the continuing drama is not pretty!!! wenesday... liz is at jenny page's house... spend time with jen... spend time with josh... josh and jen leave... liz has very interesting conversation with sandy ( Read more... )

he wants forever... he thinks i'm the one... he would never dump me... i would die before i hurt him again... and i know myself too well... i would hurt him again if i dated him again... i never think of this in the heat of the moment... it wasnt' until i started to be able to live somewhat happily with out him that i looked back and started to ( Read more... )