I ABHORR HAMLET
the shit hit the fan as far as hamlet is concerned... been on it all weekend... still reading the thousands of pages of research... the paper is finally beginning to form in my brain... ugh... hate hate hate hate hate hate... rage is increasing to an unmanageable amount..................
yes i promised an update on the drama.... kym decided once again boys are more important than me... yes that's right the 21 year old made out with the fifteen year old... rather sickening to think about ay? yep yep yep i'd say so... well then i decide that i can't talk to him... ewwww... but of course i couldn't... he's really really big asshole... so then me and sam have big miscommunication, her thinking i was forcing her to choose between me and him, me thinking that she was mad at me for not wanting to be around him... didnt talk for a week... that was harsh... finally talked everything all good then... had to talk to kym at work... still hate her, but understand her side... tried to bitch at chris so we could at least get along... heh... i can't bitch at someone not bitching back... so he sat there and said nothing other then he was drunk both times it happened, which i'm pretty sure it happened more then that... plus he told kym he enjoyed it... which goes beyond it just "happened" fucker.. lol... so i got a few shots in, got frustrated, gave up, walked away, had an epiphany the next day... i was never in love with him and i knew it at the time but tried to force myself to be in love with him... well had an epiphany on why i couldnt' fall for him... hehehehehehe... am proud of myself... texted him telling him i was never in love with him... i musta hurt his pride or something cuz he didn't text me back... thinking that he wants to be some sort matyr saying our relationship was perfect when it wasn't... i hate him... abhorr hamlet, despise everything kymi is(but love my perception of her that i force myself to see over the reality), love Sam(hehehe my lover), want josh(not jacobs... ewwww different josh :), love Laura (oh so very very much), want school to be fucking over with... damn... lol...
ANYWAYZ
yes i promised an update on the drama.... kym decided once again boys are more important than me... yes that's right the 21 year old made out with the fifteen year old... rather sickening to think about ay? yep yep yep i'd say so... well then i decide that i can't talk to him... ewwww... but of course i couldn't... he's really really big asshole... so then me and sam have big miscommunication, her thinking i was forcing her to choose between me and him, me thinking that she was mad at me for not wanting to be around him... didnt talk for a week... that was harsh... finally talked everything all good then... had to talk to kym at work... still hate her, but understand her side... tried to bitch at chris so we could at least get along... heh... i can't bitch at someone not bitching back... so he sat there and said nothing other then he was drunk both times it happened, which i'm pretty sure it happened more then that... plus he told kym he enjoyed it... which goes beyond it just "happened" fucker.. lol... so i got a few shots in, got frustrated, gave up, walked away, had an epiphany the next day... i was never in love with him and i knew it at the time but tried to force myself to be in love with him... well had an epiphany on why i couldnt' fall for him... hehehehehehe... am proud of myself... texted him telling him i was never in love with him... i musta hurt his pride or something cuz he didn't text me back... thinking that he wants to be some sort matyr saying our relationship was perfect when it wasn't... i hate him... abhorr hamlet, despise everything kymi is(but love my perception of her that i force myself to see over the reality), love Sam(hehehe my lover), want josh(not jacobs... ewwww different josh :), love Laura (oh so very very much), want school to be fucking over with... damn... lol...
ANYWAYZ