well i blew a fuse last night...literally. i'm scared of my fuse box, because the fuses are so old that i've never seen that kind before. even buzz was amazed when we first moved in at the fuses. so i called and left him a message to call me and i'm gonna meet him over here today so he can fix it. but anyway, everything on the left side of my ( Read more... )

my dad called and woke me up at 7:15 this morning. he asked me if i was asleep and i replied groggily "yes". so then he asked me what time i had to be at work, cuz he thought it was like 8.. For 18 months now, i've gone it at 10 am and gotten off at closing, 6:30 or 7. this shows how much my wonderful family pays attention to me. I feel so ( Read more... )

i live for the weekends that i have nothing planned. the only thing going on this weekend for me so far is laundry, as always, and i have to go the eye doctor so i can get new contacts, which is no big deal. except for the eye doctor is in walmart, and well, for those of you that don't know me superbly I HATE FUCKING WALMART . i believe they ( Read more... )

so far, this week has sucked royally. i'm still sick. hopefully i'm on the uphill side of that. i keep getting things piled on me to do and things piled on me to put the thing other things that are piled on me way behind. i had to write the bosses paper today. lame. but i did get 60 bux cash for it plus my hourly salary. thank god i'm about ( Read more... )

fuck you i'm not doing your dirty work so you can go off and have fun! to kelly when she asks for me to watch casey while she's at a race. its not worth the 20 bux and pair of socks that were my "prize." the bitch can kiss my whole entire ass. she told me she should be home around 10:30 or 11, when i talke dto her at 9 she was in lake city, which ( Read more... )

well i did alright i guess, i didn't fuck up anything, i didn't say the wrong names or anything ( Read more... )

i'mall nervous and clammy and nauseated because i have to get up in front of like 15 poeple today and marry 2 epople and i don't even know the vows because someone didn't fuckin send them to me like she was supposed to yesterday...it must not be that fuckin important eh ( Read more... )

i was all excited about today being friday but now it sucks because i'm getting sick..i'm freezing, i did get to come home fromw ork early, to no avail because i'm so exhausted from not sleeping because of sickness that i don't wanna do anything ( Read more... )

work was better today.... nothing drastic happened and i didn't cry so thats a step in the right direction ( Read more... )

my job seems to be getting harder for me to stay at, things are rough there now after all thats happened and the shit doesn't seem to stop raining. i sincerely do not feel like talking about what happened because all we do at work is talk about it, theres never any joy anymore that we used to have. maybe things will look up soon, god i hope so ( Read more... )