well
my job seems to be getting harder for me to stay at, things are rough there now after all thats happened and the shit doesn't seem to stop raining. i sincerely do not feel like talking about what happened because all we do at work is talk about it, theres never any joy anymore that we used to have. maybe things will look up soon, god i hope so
thats really all i have going on
no love life
except for i'm supposed to marry a couple on saturday.. it feels weird.... all because i took some dinky little three hour internet class and became a notary i have the power to join people in a commitment thats supposed to last for life. i would really rather not do it, but i'd feel bad if i told them i couldn't do it, that would really fuck up a wedding day eh? but then i look at it like this is her fourth marraige.... it obviously isn't going to last very long, so who cares, i'm not god they're big people they can make their own grown up decisions, i might as well just do it...
I'm planning on going to the club this weekend to get my vip card, so i can go another three times this year like i did last year *shrug*
thats really all i have going on
no love life
except for i'm supposed to marry a couple on saturday.. it feels weird.... all because i took some dinky little three hour internet class and became a notary i have the power to join people in a commitment thats supposed to last for life. i would really rather not do it, but i'd feel bad if i told them i couldn't do it, that would really fuck up a wedding day eh? but then i look at it like this is her fourth marraige.... it obviously isn't going to last very long, so who cares, i'm not god they're big people they can make their own grown up decisions, i might as well just do it...
I'm planning on going to the club this weekend to get my vip card, so i can go another three times this year like i did last year *shrug*