I'm seriously behind on livejournal decorating I think! I should be asleep because I have to get up early... but fuck it. We are going to St Augustine tommorrow! Shockingly, I've never been there, so I'm excited. I was reading everyone's entries, catching up and all and I thought... what the hell? I miss the old days when I used to sit up late ( Read more... )

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Isn't it crazy how I am constantly re evaluating my life and EVERYTHING that I am doing. Maybe I just enjoy the excitement of change... who knows? I know that ppl must think I'm a CRAZY girl!!

So how's it going? Well, the much anticipated to Atlanta is unfortunately not going to be happening. It is a long depressing HORRIBLE story and I never want to think about it again. So guess I'm stuck here... FOR EV ER!!! UGH!! I have to admit parts of me are relieved, but the majority of me is so hurt by what went down... that I really don't ( Read more... )

I don't know what the fuck happened last night, but we were wasted and it was not good. Everyone got crazy and pissed off. The vibe was SOOO off for us and there were arguments between EVERYBODY. And I'm not talking about stupid unimportant shit (well it actually WAS stupid and unimportant but everyone was so mad) I just don't know guys. There ( Read more... )

Augh!! I just saw the NOTORIOUS Keith Brown! How is that seeing one person can SQUASH ANY chance you had at having a good day? All those things you vowed to put behind you and move on, come crashing down around your feet again! I'm just ... ANGRY! Maybe it is terrible to say but I wish nothing good on him at all at the moment. I feel sorry for ( Read more... )

I am feeling pretty good right now... just got back from the gym, tanning and a nice walk around the apt complex! Sweet! Ihave made some goals for my self and I be damned, I'm gonna stick by them this time!! I'm about to shower and then go shopping... which will of course make me depressed again, but oh well... MAYBE NOT! Today is my first day ( Read more... )

So I did something when I was a little tipsy the other night... and now there is no taking it back... Oh well, I guess the truth just needed to come out! At first I thought "Who am I to totally turn someone's world upside down" Then I remembered when I was the one in that situation I wanted to know! So fuck it. I mean why should I have to think ( Read more... )

Seems everyone neglects Livejournal these days! Myspace take over your brain I'm telling you! I've found myself wondering alot lately if I will ever know what I really want. Indecisiveness is my best friend! Make a decision, excitedly pursue said idea, enivitably get bored, moved on and the vicious cycle continues... I've spent the last 4 day ( Read more... )

Ok so I have a date on Friday! We tried to do it this week and you know what I did... I didn't answer my phone when he called beforehand... what's wrong with me? I think I was scared to death. I'm not really scared right now... but I know I will be on Friday. It isn't like I like him SOOmuch or anything... I just don't know... men relationships ( Read more... )