Name: Jessica Dekker ( Read more... )

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Nine more days till my birthday! I had better get a HELL of a lot of birthday wishes of my comments or I am personally coming after ALL your asses!

I have never felt more truly alone in a world with so many people. 1 in every 150 people is a smiling face and maybe 1 in every 500 in a face I know. It's the one thing I miss about High school everybody knew everybody and even if you did walk out of class alone you knew your friends were waiting for you at the lockers, or for you to hurry your ( Read more... )

somebody give me colleen's address I'm going nutsso over here! I think I'm the only one who hasn't talked to her! *sniffles*

yesterday we had to put my dog to sleep. It wasn't like it was a surprise but I didn't think it would happen so soon. She had a tumor on her leg that the vet said was cancer and we could either do surgery or not, if we didn't she would die without a doubt because the cancer would spread and quickly because of her age, if we did do surgery then ( Read more... )

So yeah, I walked, I looked inside the little thing and made sure that there was something actually in there and made sure it was real and everything hasn't sunk in yet. I went out for grad bight last night and the entire class was dancing together in one big circle and it kind of hit me that this is it, I won't see some of these people until the ( Read more... )

you know I keep telling myself that at graduation I'm not going to cry but it seems the closer I get and the more things I do relating to senior year the closer I am to just breaking down and balling my eyes out. At the senior awards ceremony when Mrs. Bailey got up and talked I started to cry, at the regular awards ceremony when Quinn got up and ( Read more... )

So yeah I was really worried that I wasn't going to graduate because I was at risk because of my computers class but I did some work last week and used my resources to get some more work handed in ;-) I love having smart friends and an awsome boyfriend with an ex girlfriend who uses excel for her job! Hahaha so yeah anyways the only thing I ( Read more... )

I am so excited I have an absolutly amazing dress my date is beyond what I could have ever wanted and I am so happy that he is feeling well enough to go. I was so scared that he wouldn't be able to and then I'd be up a creek. But yesterday we went and picked his tux up from the mall and I watched him try it on and my god he looked amazing. I've ( Read more... )