I know certain people have asked the question, how I came to know certain information I was not to be privy to until a certain time of anther's choosing. Well, the mole... is me. That's right, I figured it out. I know some people have seen my "spooky powers" and know I can feel for all sorts of internal problems in a person... including ( Read more... )

Note to self and all reading... It does not matter how narrow your filter is... if you put something on Live Journal, it is no longer a secret. Thank you.

This is a fair warning to everyone around me. I have smoked my last cigarette ever. I am using the ECigarette with a very low nicotine dose, but I am not sure how much of with drawl symptoms I can expect. There is no going back as after much toil and anger I did finally break the machine I use to make the smokes with. It is very odd but in the ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I hate being right...

It has been a while since I posted on here, partly from having too much to say, and partly from not knowing how to say it. My brain feels like a top that is losing momentum, teetering left and right in a drunken dance. I think the shock of losing my mom is worn off. I find myself becoming less social, I don't think I have really been out with ( Read more... )

Finally back from Flipside. A fantastic time though tiring with a overly long tear down time. Will post details after sleep. zzzzzzzz

My mother passed away today at 3:15 in the afternoon. I write this with the last bit of sanity and energy. Please let anyone that does not read this journal know what is going on. I and my family thank everyone for their support. I love you mom.

I got a call at noon today from my father that my mom is in ICU at the hospital. She is sedated and hooked up to a resparator. We don't know what the cause is but they are thinking cancer. and I don't know what to say otherwise...

So in the 7 stages of grief, the first is shock and denial, second comes guilt, third is anger, and the fourth one is Depression. Today I realized I am starting to drift into that stage and I don't really like it. Depression is one of my least favorite emotions... Makes you lazy and lethargic. Even anger is useful to a certain extent, but ( Read more... )

Thanks brain. I thought we were calmer and could manage to go to sleep when we are supposed to regardless of what we may read or talk too. Now I have to wash your frontal lobe out with alcohol.