i promise i will write in you more ( Read more... )

i don't know whether or not i am saying this or puking it up. i honestly miss last summer way too much for my own health. mental health, at least. I mean, amidst all the bullshit, lies, tears, sweat, wasted time, and stress....there was honestly a ball or globe or bubble or ray of pure love and happiness. maybe it was a completely unfair ratio, 70: ( Read more... )

you're all the same, really ( Read more... )

-do you just not like me anymore ( Read more... )

i wanted so bad to save you, you know i did. and i sit here or stand, or breathe and think. and chemicals flow, and thoughts race. and i can't help it. sometimes you are still in my dreams. and i sleep always to escape. you know, i've been getting less of it lately. i've been getting less and less of everything lately. time, love, health. and ( Read more... )

....you assured me, I'd be fine if I complied...

well,

what
the
FUCK
happened?

Look, summer's over. We all know that. Shit has changed, and so have we. But you know what I say? Fuck that. That's the past. And you sure can't change it. I'm happy right now. Girl, friends, fam, good times. So I'm calling all bets off. That's right. I'm cleaning the slate and washing my hands. I'm throwing an invite out there. You know I smoke. ( Read more... )

I guess it's us against the world....

this fuckin' city can't hold me down

Being home has really made me realize who cares about me and who could give a shit less. It's so refreshing to know that the people I was there for weren't there for me when I needed it most. This make it easier for me to make out my will. No, but seriously. I'm pretty fucking stoked to be home. Everything is going right for me, and this time it's ( Read more... )