Ok so maybe I am. Yeah, yeah, I am. I am ready to move, been packing all the damn time.Ok, well, a lot of the time.Thats why I have managed to avoid all the questions about me moving and whatnot.I will send off my new address to you guys and all that jazz....oh yeah, plus my email will be changing too.....I suppose I'll send that along too:) I ( Read more... )

She is wonderful.She has an amazing sense of humor,a smile that would knock you out,eyes that would melt you (or kill you :) a never-ending imagination, an incredible voice, she is playful, smart, sexy as hell, and best of all, she loves me.It is so hard sometimes to put all of my feelings for her into perspective....but I know that I feel safe, ( Read more... )

"promise me that you won't fall in love with me ( Read more... )

Francie love, thanks for the convo last night.....I needed to tell you,and only you, whats been going on with me.Have I told you lately that you are wonderful? That boy better be treating you right....lol....you deserve to be happy.Dude, lj hates me....I have to log in over and over again, no matter what I do....but I am still pissed at od.... ( Read more... )

I cant stop thinking about Jim and last saturday night.He was fine.My most vivid image of him is him dancin at the bar that night.....I would wander away and everytime I came back he was standing up dancing.We talked and danced and had a great time....I am having a hard time with this.I expect to see him at work any day now.His obituary was finally ( Read more... )

Today was awful.My friend,and coworker, Jim died this morning.I don't know what to do........it's kinda like I just wanna call everyone I know and care about , and tell them I love them. I feel a bit anxious and unsettled....my stomach in knots.I've been thinking all day today and realized that this will be the fourth funeral in a year.Four.I ( Read more... )

ok, for the 92385739457 time I have sworn off women. Did you think for one minute there was an once of regret? And you thought I would tell you. I'm not sure what I am going to do....staying with lj seems kinda.....well, not right.But od lost most of my shit, ofcourse it was the shit that counts right? I swear if you get hurt I will kill him...... ( Read more... )

oh my fuckin god.....the chez est was crazy tonite.There was a drag show which was fabulous, and in between it was dancing....house dance music.It was mad fun.....I met these two gay boys who have been together for 8 years...they were cute, wade and kevin....they wanted my number....we hung out for most the nite....they are a mad cute couple..... ( Read more... )

Francie dear, here's one for you....an indie band to party to called Le Tigre.....or how bout the band Pavement....check them out love......

Ok,Francie....new bands new bands new bands.....A Perfect Circle? Ted Leo and The Pharmacists?? LOL, oh this is gonna be fun.....>>>3