i was gonna update bout my weekend.. but i figured (1)only one person really cares about what i write, and they were with my the whole weekend (2)it's way too late and i'm way too tired now (3)i'm so unmotivated. that a word? it should be. i'm on like a nfg craze or some shit. silly. i wanna join a pop punk band. jk. am i? i dunno, maybe. i wish ( Read more... )

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okay so who thinks i should cut the whole last day of school tomorrow, or only half of it? i still have to hand in text books, but i can hand those in the days of my regents. and i still have to hand in my calculator :/

i wish i could know what is wrong with me. i love you so much. more than anyone ever. and i don't want to be without you. but i have so many problems. and i can't even place a finger on them. i just want to fix it and i really don't know how. it's fucking killing me. i am ruining my own fucking life and i don't know what to do. someone please help

i love jes more than life! she's washing dye out of her hair then we're gonna go shower!!! :D

today was quite uneventful. school was boring. dave fred dan and me went to dan's and ate some pizza and shit. i'd say that was the hilight of my day. i came home, took a shower, went to (my therapist) denise berg's. came home, didn't really do anything. just sat on the computer looking at some websites and playing the online magic: the gathering ( Read more... )

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Embolus Recordings

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okay fucking scratch that last entry. i played drums again right after i wrote that and i played fucking awesome. so screw all that i just wrote. i know now that all i need is more practice. :)