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today was quite uneventful. school was boring. dave fred dan and me went to dan's and ate some pizza and shit. i'd say that was the hilight of my day. i came home, took a shower, went to (my therapist) denise berg's. came home, didn't really do anything. just sat on the computer looking at some websites and playing the online magic: the gathering game. i counted alot of change i have and i have like 6 or 7 bucks. oh yeah i'm working with my mom/grandma's friend starting sunday. the lady is like a filmer for documentaries that she makes and stuff and my mom says they're pretty cool.. so she needs me to do some office stuff like shit on the computer and a buncha other stuff which i'll find out sunday. i'm gonna make like 7 bucks an hour and i'll probably work like 2 or 3 days a week. i decided today that i'm going to switch where my computer is with where my drums are because it would be cooler. i haven't talked to jes all day. she didn't go online once. she wasn't home all day. she hadn't answered her cell phone either. i knew she had a school concert but it was at like 7 at night. i'm a little worried but i bet she probably just went to one of her friends' houses or something. or maybe she's mad at me. i don't know. i'm just a fucking waste of life. so i'm gonna stop updating now and go to sleep or something. maybe i'll go like jimi hendrix did in my sleep.