well sara i think I just might stop by for a lil while, but your gonna have to gimme a call to let me know the details. no i wouldn't forget plus you reminded me so it was kinda hard to forget i'm not that busy ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA congrats on the tat i'll have to check it out the next time I see ya.

hope your wish whatever it is comes true!

PEACE!!

overtime. whoo hoo. Holy crap I haven't felt this tired in a long time. I'm soar I'm tired and I feel like bleh (think its cause I haven't eaten much lately. I get plenty of energy during the day and if I start to fall I usually drink a "adrenaline" by sobe and that kicks me right in the face and gets me moving again, but it didn't seem to work ( Read more... )

Ahh crap. Yah so i scrapped my first part today at work. It wasn't a cheap one either. I knew I had to tell my boss or we'd show up short so I really wasn't looking forward to that, but I knew it had to be done. Turns out it wasn't as bad as I thought it would (the talk from him) but I still felt like shit cause normally I pay high attention to ( Read more... )

I understand and don't hold back every once in awhile i need some reassurance for peace of mind so feel free to say whatever. I'm not holding back anymore so let it loose. yah it's scary its my first time for something like this to happen and I'm just doing what I feel. Forever is a bad word so is the "L" word. I won't say it till I can't bear it ( Read more... )

These past three days have been bliss. I haven't felt like this in a long time ( Read more... )

I feel so shitty i'm gonna leave everyone in a year and start over again I feel so weak and sick. I want to cry and hold on but i can't, I know i can't theres just so much I wanna do and I know I don't have the time A year seems long but i know it isn't as soon as it's over I'm gone and I know i am. I promised myself and for those that know me i ( Read more... )

Theres a turmoil in my head and i don't know what to do i want to but i don't want to. I'm hesitant towards my feelings anymore and i don't know weither to act on them or not they seem to be getting stronger. no clue on what to do i here nothing but yes's from the friends but i'm still hesitant oh well i guess i'll figure it out someday hopefully ( Read more... )

i've seen this girl at walmart like twice now within 2 weeks and I think its this girl that i really liked and started talking to but it was too late by the time i had started talking to her cause the year was over with and i moved to pflugerville and i haven't seen her since. It was one of the biggest "crushes" i had ever had and I keep hesitating ( Read more... )

Why do peoplein my past life continue on fucking with me why bring up the past just let thingslie the way they were and leave it at that. I can't handle anymore shit from another dark chapter. why must you play with my headyour married leave me alone your "husbands" a dick and I haven't even met him yet leave me alone. you putred lil fece of hell. ( Read more... )