Babe

[happynukes]

I understand and don't hold back every once in awhile i need some reassurance for peace of mind so feel free to say whatever. I'm not holding back anymore so let it loose. yah it's scary its my first time for something like this to happen and I'm just doing what I feel. Forever is a bad word so is the "L" word. I won't say it till I can't bear it anymore and have to tell you (basically when the time is right), i don't say it unless its true. You can't scare me away so just relax and I'll listen I promise I will. I caught myself talking to a friend today that I use to work with telling him that I don't think they'll be seein me very often anymore. It's not your fault its just I feel like i've started another chapter in my life with my work and priorities and I want you there with me to see whats on the next page. I can really see us together for a long time. I just want you to be happy no matter what, cause I know I am. I think about you all day at work when I drive when I lay in my bed and try to fall asleep, all the time and the one day that I didn't get to see you felt like ughh... like a week had passed. It didn't even matter that we didn't talk much on the phone it was just me knowing that you were there. The first thing I look forward to when I wake up and head off to work is seeing you at the end of my day.

That night at the park I knew I had found someone special when we just sat there on the bench and held hands, but most of all when we danced in the field. It felt great I plan to have more nights like that. I have never found someone that I could have a comfortable silence without feeling awkward and thinking I had to say something to make it go away. so before I rattle on anymore I wish you sweet dreams and i'll see you tomorrow babe.

Greg H.