ah CRAP scrap!!

[happynukes]

Ahh crap. Yah so i scrapped my first part today at work. It wasn't a cheap one either. I knew I had to tell my boss or we'd show up short so I really wasn't looking forward to that, but I knew it had to be done. Turns out it wasn't as bad as I thought it would (the talk from him) but I still felt like shit cause normally I pay high attention to details and the program that was running was fairly easy to operate but I just jumped ahead of everything and lost it. I felt like shit for quite awhile, until she peeked around the corner of my machine with her cute little face and brown eyes and said hi. Nikki had shown up to my work at 12 with lunch for me. I have never had a girl come to my work to eat lunch before, let alone buy it. It definately put me back into a better mood. another perk of today was I go all my stuff settled with my PO on my hours money is no concern now i get paid weekly and a fairly large sum at that. So For the first time in a long time I'm happy and I'm walking around with a smile. For those of you that know me You know I don't smile often if at all. This girl has shaken me loose and brought a whole other side of me that I hadn't seen for quite some time. I never get sick of seeing her theres always something to talk about and the best part is when we are quiet its not an uncomfortable silence where I feel I need to say something to make the pressure in my throat go away due to akwardness or put a movie on to exstinguish the the silent vibes. Even my boss Bob at work jokes around with me because I have this little smile on my face and it just gets noticed for some reason I feel like I stand out more then ever, but in a good way.

But i'm off to read so everyone have a good night
I'll definately be seeing you later babe.

Sweet Dreams.