its may. who stole the year so far from me? why did they also feel the need to steal most of my creativity and my entire box full of enthusiasm. yes, the fmp could be going better. but all will be well. five weeks on tuesday and my sketchbook will be finished, my small part of the exhibition will be up and all the pressure will depart. i have so ( Read more... )

i've been putting off updating for a few days, due mostly to the fact that when the three sisters go out together, generally alex and clare's accounts are more entertaining/eloquent. but i can't avoid posting forever, so i shall just type without looking back. what a week ( Read more... )

i can't keep anything going. writing in here, writing in my paper journal, writing poems, practising on ruby, putting effort into college work. my so called holiday has been a bit of a blur. not in a exciting fun filled, so-much-going-on-it-flew-by type affair, but in a going to work and being a bad waitress for two weeks type way, telling myself ( Read more... )

today is grey and dull and wet,
ten to ten and i've done nothing yet.
except look at things to feel inspired,
if one day i'm not feeling tired.
tuesday was lovely - alex, lizzy, tim and me,
for the marvellous finn brothers of new zealand we did see.
frightened people like me, stuck to my seat,
were encouraged by alex and lizzy to get to our feet ( Read more... )

i have taken to writing a little poem each day ( Read more... )

i would love to be in a lovely band and play some music that makes people want to sing even though they know they can't really. i think if it was fun as i think it could be, it would make up for messing things up like i seem to have been doing lately. i'm not being cryptic or mysterious, i don't think thats me, i'm just having problems deciding ( Read more... )

i appear to have accidentally spent two hours on livejournal, listening to the radio. eep. i started the day with good intentions. but i got up a bit late as per usual. i needed a catch-up kip to make up for my jet-setting lifestyle of the past few days. i went to college on tuesday morning, got the train to norwich for a few hours - most of which ( Read more... )

i've forgotton what boring weekends feel like. a change from working all day on saturdays for three weeks has to be a good thing.. but what should i be doing? i've got a huge to do list but i'm not quite sure where to start. i think i shall attempt to write my dissertation (entitled is sewing cool? if you wondered) but i keep skipping the idea of ( Read more... )

today has really been alright. i didn't have the courage or the organisational skills to make it to london with alex. i sort of had the feeling that i wouldn't have had that much fun, even if i got to spend time with some nice people. plus if i had gone, i wouldn't be here now having eaten half a genoa cake, having done the washing up whilst ( Read more... )

socks and sandals stop being funny when you try and get them to fill a whole a1 sheet. consequently it looks like i haven't done much in the way of work all day. and my review, what a marvellous surprise, is on friday morning. and i have so little in the way of work that it makes me miserable. and i feel like i'm wearing ear muffs although i'm not ( Read more... )