having poured the gone off milk down the sink this morning, i just drank my first ever cup of black tea. decaf and everything.. needless to say i wasn't overly impressed. i was annoyed that jam assumed that because i wanted to stay at home today i wasn't having a "lazy" day.. mainly because i knew i'd only go and prove him right. so far i have ( Read more... )

so that was college then. done. finished. never have to go back. over. i passed my course with a merit if you wondered, which was a nice surprise really. as was getting a distinction for my dissertation. i feel relieved that i never have to step foot in crc again if i don't want to, but sort of disappointed - like that was it and i didn't make the ( Read more... )

so yes, a gig with more people than i've ever seen in my life all in a massive bowl. terrifying slightly, turning round as we reached the top about to leave, i felt like i was looking down on a city. alex slept through hard-fi and taking back sunday i believe, tempted to say lucky her but i've heard worse. the sound during jimmy eat world was a bit ( Read more... )

wee! tomorrow i shall be attending giant green day shebangness with roughly fifty-nine thousand, nine hundred and ninety nine other people. its exciting but slightly terrifying at the same time, i've never been to something so big. the pressure really is on to wear something that no-one else is! exhibition was lovely, lots of fantastic work in a ( Read more... )

what a surreal day. having sort of finished college yesterday, i got up at five to twelve and have spent the day so far catching up on the goings on here on livejournal. i've been making mental lists of what i could do with my time and daydreaming in general about what to do with this bizarre almost freedom. there's this strange sense of relief ( Read more... )

i started to write a little update yesterday. it was all about being angry and everything making me angry.. then the computer crashed twice and i almost threw it out of the window. my terrifying rage appears to have subsided after sleep though. i dreamt that it was mr thermalands birthday and so every livejournal lad and lass of a somewhat crazy ( Read more... )

all the work in the world is yet to be done and i am thus rather frightened. but if i fail miserably, i can be comforted by the fact i learnt how to carry three plates at once yesterday and, as a result, could relatively easily earn minimum wage as a waitress for many years to come. thats if you ignore the fact i do silly things like spill hot soup ( Read more... )

i really shouldn't still be in my pyjamas. oh hell, its only nine in the morning and i had a long, hard day at work yesterday. usually on bank holidays you get paid twice as much as usual for doing half as much as usual. not yesterday, understaffed and overwhelmed by hungry customers i actually earned my money. highlights included three thousand ( Read more... )

postsecret hasn't been updated. usually its my sunday highlight (along with spending too long in bed). so i accidentally spent hours asleep, possibly to compensate in advance for such a loss to my weekly routine. albeit with waking up at almost three with a horrible tummyache and attempting to find a position that would send me back to sleep. i ( Read more... )

its the twentieth of may, i never thought i'd be feeling alone and miserable today. i suppose its my own doing really, i was only trying to follow my heart. how was i to know it would probably lead me on a wild goose chase? some days you just want to wail every feeling inside you from a rooftop somewhere, to get it all out. but with the lack of an ( Read more... )