im in a relationship and its good. we don't fight ever really. its weird i was completely single three months ago. i ll do anyhting for her.

fuck i need my own fucking computer. ifeel discusted when using public ones. the down town library is fucking gross. once i was sitting in the graphic novel section and it fucking reaked liked ass and piss. i also need to get my own drum kit. i feel useless as a drummer if i can't even practice! its good in some ways because when i do play ( Read more... )

well right now i'm in the library. yay. i just started in a new band called long division with my good friend hope. things are goign so-so in my life. i really enjoy making music. i've cut back on drinking so much. even on holloween i didn't get drunk. i had like on two rivers and cocktail. i had an infected eye on that day, i have no idea what ( Read more... )

sitting in the library on those darn comps. i'm so fucking happy about my current employment, its pretty sweet. i landed this job selling jewelery outside across the street from kustom kulture. i get to work outside and make tons of money doing it. well not tons but way more than i'm used to. hopefully i'll get to keep this going all summer ( Read more... )

when will life start making some fucking sence to me? other ppl have figured out their lives way more than i have. i'm already 20!!! motherfuck. i'm at the library at the moment by myself. i was dating someone just recently but not presently..... it kind of sucks but atleast i can focus on my own life and the commitments that i had made a ( Read more... )

so i start at nrg research tonight. it should be pretty boring but at 9 bucks an hour i would do anything.... ....anything. mmmmmmm. kay so yah, i think i'm dying. or wait maybe i just have a chemical imbalance or something..... i like... never mind. but yeah i'm really happy right now with my life. things seem to be going according to ( Read more... )

well, so i skipped school today to work on homework at the library. i want to ask "the Guy" if he wants to hang out tonight or some other time in the week. how the fuck do i go about doing that? i feel as though most of my lj friends have ditched me 'cause of myspace. so i got a myspace but the problem is i don't know how to work it. fuck. i' ( Read more... )

i just ercieved some pics that were taken from the summer, man i was sooooo skinny. oh how i would love to be thin and frail again....... i think i like this guy, he is in mah favorite local band. we sing the strokes together. i love bumping into him randomly which happens quite often, he he. man i feel so hetero, ewww ( Read more... )

sitting in the library. i went to school today, on time too! it was pretty ok, i finished my modual in math, which probably would have taken me a month cause i'm really all that good at school. in my math class there is this really, and i mean really beautiful girl, she makes me want to scream. and oh the anxiety. i figit and squirm the entire ( Read more... )

well, i start my new job today at portage place, if anyone needs some fake mexican food come visit me at Taco Time.... oh god, i don't think i will mind it too bad though. i live rather close to pp so that won't be a problem and its only one bus from school. a good thing about going to argyle alternative is that they really want to make me feel ( Read more... )