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well, i start my new job today at portage place, if anyone needs some fake mexican food come visit me at Taco Time.... oh god, i don't think i will mind it too bad though. i live rather close to pp so that won't be a problem and its only one bus from school. a good thing about going to argyle alternative is that they really want to make me feel comfortable so they are willing to work around MY schedual. fuckin' awesome hey???? in the summer i plan on going tree planting, so i'll have to get on with filling out the application. i know, i know its damn hard work, but i feel as though that type of enviroment will be really good for me. i need to biuld some more character and muscle come to think of it. i don't want to feel as weak as i do anymore. i want to be healthier, i've been considering doing a hemp protien cleanse once spring comes. i just don't think my body could handle the extremety of the weather and that of the cleanse. i wrote a song about a cleanse this year, its mainly about that girl i really LIKED. one of the lyrics goes: her eating is cut, she pees out of her butt, so on and so forth.
so yeah i think i have a good chance of graduating......
something that really peeves me is that this girl who i am not at all fond of went to my close friend and basically tattled on me for my crude behavior, that bitch has no right at all discussing shit with my woman. i feel so reveiled even tho i was going to confess to MY friend what i have been getting myself into. what a bitch. anyway my friend told me what was said which wasn't much, but even so iam still angry, and who knows maybe i'm outa line with this. but there should be no reason why (ok i'll just say it)Marli shouldn't be going to my bff's office discussing my private matters, i thought that that was very fucking out of line. i go to my friend with my confessios rather easily and then we discuss it and figure out ways to make things better, my friend even asks me for advise too. this woman is my mentor, one of my greatest friends and basically my family i would hate to think that someone is trying to make me look bad, and you know i felt really bad for punching marli in the face, i mean really bad..... but now i just don't give a shit. mind you i'm not a violent person, and when ever i get aggressive its usually when ppl deserve it. i totally blacked out that one night(last saterday) i don't even remember leaving macho's b-day party. adam had to tell me what had happened the day after. man am i completely embarrased, except for the obvious. marli has been be_littling for months now and there is only so much someone can take, its almost as if she was a little competetive with me, "okay marli. that's right you're more talented and okay yeah you're so involved with making this world better, alright? " my thoughts on the matter of her is that she completely and utterly insecure either that or she has a huge stick up her ass and is extremely narcasistic. solutes to her......bitch
so yeah i think i have a good chance of graduating......
something that really peeves me is that this girl who i am not at all fond of went to my close friend and basically tattled on me for my crude behavior, that bitch has no right at all discussing shit with my woman. i feel so reveiled even tho i was going to confess to MY friend what i have been getting myself into. what a bitch. anyway my friend told me what was said which wasn't much, but even so iam still angry, and who knows maybe i'm outa line with this. but there should be no reason why (ok i'll just say it)Marli shouldn't be going to my bff's office discussing my private matters, i thought that that was very fucking out of line. i go to my friend with my confessios rather easily and then we discuss it and figure out ways to make things better, my friend even asks me for advise too. this woman is my mentor, one of my greatest friends and basically my family i would hate to think that someone is trying to make me look bad, and you know i felt really bad for punching marli in the face, i mean really bad..... but now i just don't give a shit. mind you i'm not a violent person, and when ever i get aggressive its usually when ppl deserve it. i totally blacked out that one night(last saterday) i don't even remember leaving macho's b-day party. adam had to tell me what had happened the day after. man am i completely embarrased, except for the obvious. marli has been be_littling for months now and there is only so much someone can take, its almost as if she was a little competetive with me, "okay marli. that's right you're more talented and okay yeah you're so involved with making this world better, alright? " my thoughts on the matter of her is that she completely and utterly insecure either that or she has a huge stick up her ass and is extremely narcasistic. solutes to her......bitch