Introverts

[hanaurimusume]

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[medicalfairy]

Jeez, Art.

You have to learn to cultivate your introvert and your extrovert.

[hanaurimusume]

Haha. I don't have much extrovert to cultivate. I think I just have to accept myself and embrace who and what I am.

[quinbetweeny]

i liked when you visited my place on brunswick, and we quietly created things in the same room. i'm not much for partying, i blame it on being poor, when really, i'd rather just be in the same area as someone, while we each do our own stuff. i really love knowing someone is there, but you don't always have to entertain, or even talk. you just... be

[hanaurimusume]

Hahahaha, I said I didn't want to go out because of money a lot too, but that was also equally as true as I was always pretty poor.
My favourite friends are the ones I have that can be in the same room with me for over an hour and be content when we're both doing our own seperate things. Also, I think it's weird because I don't actually know what the inside of your apartment looks like anymore so whenever I picture where you live it's still Brunswick street!

[hanaurimusume]

I found my niche a while ago but I kept thinking I mustn't be good enough so I tried to force myself out of it. DUMMMMMMMM. It's going back to it that kind of reminds me, 'oh right, this is pretty awesome!'

[medicalfairy]

Ooh! I always wanted to go to the kinky things here but I am not huge into being goth. (In Texas leather and goth were like peanut butter and jelly.)

[talianthala]

I feel your pain. A great night to me is staying home in my pj's watching a movie, playing a video game or reading a book.
I only like to go out if I'm with good friends and going to some place I know I'll enjoy. I'll go out to unfamiliar places just for the experiance but if it sucks there won't be a repeat performance.

Wish you lived closer dude..I think we could have a great full of weird shit fun stay-in hang out evening..lol

[hanaurimusume]

ME TOO!! Somehow I just keep being everywhere but Ohio. And it's not even that far away from me, realisticly.
I want to start troubleshooting cosplay again. UGH. CRAP. I love figuring out how to create and build a costume. I bet I could do it SO GOOD NOW as opposed to 5 years ago!!

[locatei]

I think we all go through this (the introverts), we somehow convince ourselves to go and do things we don't really wanna do because JUST MAYBE WE WILL MAGICALLY CHANGE AND LOVE IT NOW! Then we get upset with ourselves for not being like other people and make ourselves miserable by forcing ourselves to do stuff we don't REALLY wanna do and then being upset that we can't seem to enjoy it like other people seem to

[locatei]

p.s KINDA RELATED - having shows is SO SCARY for someone like me, having people look at my work IN FRONT OF ME, and having to INTERACT with people who are there TO LOOK AT MY STUFF. Holy crap, talk about a NIGHTMARE.

[hanaurimusume]

AHHHHHHH, I was thinking about your show and I posted a picture of it on my tumblr and then secretly I was like 'ohmigosh I hope it was ok that I did that, huhu.' I want to comment on stuff but I've been bad with commenting because my head has been a little overwhelmed. But I know what you mean, the first few times I was even IN ANYTHING, I would NOT GO NEAR where I had my stuff and people would be like 'you should stand by your piece and talk to people!' and I was like 'NOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' I think it adds to it if it's a personal piece!!

[locatei]

Of course that was okay!!! I was all awww when I saw that!

but yeah so TERRIFYING. Shudder and to think I'll probably go through that AGAIN if I have another show... ugh.

p.s What movie is that? I feel like watching Anime tonight.