Life in general.... confuses the shit out of me.... why can't i just be happy FOR ONCE! Just please god let me be content.... even for just one day! PLEASE!!!

I feel like crap..... i have way to much running through my mind...and i have to work at 6am tomaorw... YEAH RIGHT... i need to get all this stuff out of my head.

When you've been lied to by countless people ...it's hard to trust almost anyone. When you notice little things like names or numbers writen down.....covering tracks.... it looks a BIT suspisous. But when you try to be open with someone and ask them before assuming anything..... and u know their lying to you... it hurts. It hurts when you do all ( Read more... )

Thats right i got a job! I work at this day care center on niagara. It's so much fun. I love the kids. Especially when one you don't know just comes up to you and attaches themselves to your legs. It's so cute! But anyway stress SUCKS! Just thought i'd add that one in. I happy i have something to do now insted of sit around all day but now things ( Read more... )

Well ever been at a point in your life where the choice you are about to make can eather....#1 be the best thing you could do.....#2 be the worst choice you ever made... or #3 be the only thing left to do. Happness seams to be the one thing were all looing for. But why must this be the one thing so incredibly hard to find... actually the one thing ( Read more... )

Well nothing really going on. Got into it with my mom today. God she urks me sometimes like you wouldn't believe. Thinking SERIOUSLY about moving to florida. I want a new start. I think it would do me good. But i'm not sure yet. I'd miss my friends and a few others. But i think it would me the best. I got to decide what to go to school for soon. I ( Read more... )

I'm good. And thats all their needs to be said about that! Oh yeah don't try to pull the wool over my eyes. I'm not going to let myself get hurt again! NEVER!!

There are some thing you do that drive me crazy ( Read more... )

I know this is real because i feel myself pushing you away ( Read more... )

nothing really new going on.... i might be gettnig this awsome job thats i'll be making alot of money with so i'm very happy about that. I've been kinda bitchy to nick laitly... i felt super bad about it cause i don't even know why i was doing it. So i got him thease clams he loves and this brushetta bred and had it for him with candles and ( Read more... )