Life....Hummmmm...
Well nothing really going on. Got into it with my mom today. God she urks me sometimes like you wouldn't believe. Thinking SERIOUSLY about moving to florida. I want a new start. I think it would do me good. But i'm not sure yet. I'd miss my friends and a few others. But i think it would me the best. I got to decide what to go to school for soon. I need to do something with my life and SOON!!! Me and nick are at 4 months today. We went up to the land last weekend and had an awsome time! He was sooooo sweet. Not to mention the sex..... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. BUt anyway, He's so perfect when he's himself. I wish he would be honest with me all the time. He never talks to me. EVER! I'm always pooring my heart out and i get nothing back. We used to talk more. I don't know what happened. I want to know whats going on in his mind. I want to know what he's thinking and feeling but he keeps telling me there is nothing. How can u feel and think nothing?? There has got to be something thats making him lie to me and do certin things?? GOD i don't understand guys sometimes. Why can't they just be easy going and open like girls! LOL But other then that... i've applied to like every single please in WNY NO JOKE! I don't think i'm ment to have a job. I feel like such a loser. But oh well... i guess i'll keep trying to McDonalds! HERE I COME Lol god that would be low. PLease Job come to me!! Well thats about it...... I LOVE NICK SOOOOO MUCH>>> i'd do anything for that boy but why?........After it all?? I don't know? CONFUSED MUCH??