I think the greatest thing about poker is how a shitty hand can quickly become the best hand. It’s the way I wish life were, with sheer luck determining where you stand, and not being able to do a damn thing about your hole cards. Maybe life IS like poker, and I’ve got pocket aces, but some dumb fuck across the table stayed in with a 7-2 off, and ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to realize that all I want is a little understanding.  Someone who will listen to my deepest and darkest thoughts or feelings without rolling their eyes and telling me I'm depressed before blocking me out.  I don't normally have a lot to say, but all of the little things eventually build up so high until I can't even see myself behind ( Read more... )

It's about fucking time ( Read more... )

I want so badly to believe
That there is truth;
That love is real.

And I want life in every word
To the extent that it's absurd.

I know you're wise beyond your years
But do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie
You tell yourself to help you get by?

I re-activated my TiVo and ordered the necessary $70 wireless adapter simply so I wouldn't miss the new season of Monster Quest on the History Channel ( Read more... )

Somewhere there exists a great expanse of salt water. There was a bowl that was filled with tears until it overflowed and had to be poured into the ground. First it was a puddle, then it became a pond. A lake, a sea, and eventually an ocean. I wrote all of my secrets and lies and truths on tiny slips of paper that I would tear into pieces and float ( Read more... )

177 entries back, and not a damn thing has changed ( Read more... )

1. If you could choose 48 hours of your life to live out in infinity, which would you choose?  And if you could change what happend during those 48 hours, even though you would never move past them, what would you change?  Would you change anything?  Would you change everything ( Read more... )

When is it going to be my turn? Everywhere I look all I see are smiling faces. Teeth and gums, teeth and gums. That's all I fucking see. It makes me want to retch in the middle of the road just so someone will fucking look at me. FUCKING LOOK AT ME. You fucking idiots, you think you're so fucking happy. Every last one of you, you know nothing. One ( Read more... )

Fuck the Doubletree.
Fuck Voss.
Fuck tie dye.
Fuck 99-cent store wine.
Fuck dragons.
Fuck Bigfoot.
Fuck Thrice.
Fuck Norway.
Fuck chicken salad.
Fuck Ray Bradbury.
Fuck peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.
Fuck broken skateboards.
Fuck ergonomic furniture.
Fuck elevator tag.
Fuck VW Buses.
Fuck bus stations.
Fuck libraries.
Fuck Flight of the ( Read more... )