So, I was sitting watching Star Wars, for the fourth time in the last 24 hours and I decided that I needed someone to cuddle. Thats right. Some of you that read that last line will remember that from a particular trip that we took. Fond memories. But honestly I really want someone to hold onto. Someone that I can... care for. You know what I mean? ( Read more... )

I love star wars so much!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! OH YEAH!!! Well, right now I am watching a documentary on the DVD of Episode III. It is amazing. I am going to start working on some new sword fighting stuff. If you know me, then you know that I love to do sword fighting. It has been a while since I have choreographed anything, but I can still do it. YAY ( Read more... )

I GOT STAR WARS ( Read more... )

Why do things have to change so damn quickly!?! I am once again sad, lonely and depressed. HA! It seems like a never ending cycle of my life. I get something that makes me happy, then all of a sudden the facts are completely revealed and I find out that what makes me happy is only meant to last for a few fleeting, amazing, wonderful moments. Well, ( Read more... )

So... what can I say... I had an absolutely amazing weekend. I am so excited about it. I can't even begin to organize my thoughts thoroughly. WOW!! I can't even... I don't know what to say. The person that I have a massive crush on... well I don't even know what to say about that. I had an amazing time with them. I want to be with them now but I ( Read more... )

I don't really know what to do right now. I don't really know what to say either. I am just sitting around here doing nothing wishing that I was better at expressing myself, better at telling people how I feel. Like I said in an earlier post, I met someone in Flagstaff that I have a crush on. Well I don't know how to tell them how I feel. I went to ( Read more... )

Happiness is a fleeting emotion it seems. I like the euphoria that comes with being happy. But it is still something that can come and go. It is a feeling that I really wish would just hang in there for a little longer, but for me, it never really does. Why is that? I wonder, sitting at my desk in my apartment, all alone. My roommate is at class, ( Read more... )

I was just watching Kingdom of Heaven. It has some pretty sweet battle sequences. OH YEAH!!! Good stuff. I really want to get the sword that Orlando Bloom has in the movie. Its very cool. So anyway, today has been a good day. I updated earlier and I really just felt like doing it again. I have been really happy today. This whole last week..... just ( Read more... )

I have been in a much better mood lately. I have seen a couple of good movies, Serenity and Waiting. Both were very kick ass. If you ever saw the T.V. show Firefly then you have to see Serenity. It was badass. Anyway, Waiting was also very awesome. Last weekend I went up to Flagstaff to visit Rachael. It was a great time. I met a ton of awesome ( Read more... )

I am still terribly sick. I have actually coughed up blood several times now. HA. Thats no good. Well, tomorrow I will go and see a doctor. That is good. I am tired and havn't slept in about three days. Yeah, that sucks. So I feel exhausted. I have tried to sleep but it doesn't work all that well. So what do I do? I don't know. I also have two ( Read more... )