So lately I have been quite happy. It has been a good thing. I have had something wonderful happen to me, and that has made me very..... happy. Finally I don't have to put an entry in here that has me hating everything.

Life in general is something that no one will ever master. Everything seems so damn difficult all of the time. All that I really want anymore is for some certain things to change. Change is the only thing that is certain in this universe. Everything changes. It is the only constant. Ahahahahha..... and I hate it. Change...... life is obviously ( Read more... )

So my last entry was a bit angry. It wasn't geared towards everyone, but just a few key people. So I'm sorry if I made any of you think that it was you. Well.... no I'm not that sorry. If you think that it was you that I was talking about, it very well may be you. Just ask and you shall receive (either a nice no don't worry it wasn't you or a fuck ( Read more... )

So as the title says there, it has been a while since my last update. I don't really have a ton of time to do this sort of stuff anymore, except for on Tuesdays and Thursdays but even then I usually end up watching movies and eating food, because those two things usually treat me better then most of the people that I know (which includes some of ( Read more... )

Someone actually read my last entry. That makes me feel good.... for once. I didn't buy the car I was going to get because the guy backed out on me, so now I have to go and look for something else. Some people just annoy me. I don't know why but they do. No matter how I feel deep down inside about them, they just annoy me, the way they act, the way ( Read more... )

I think that I am going to buy a new car this weekend.... well it's not exactly new, but it will do the job. I am sure that no one really cares anymore, or even reads this. So.... who cares. Hahahahahaha. Oh man, you see, I have written so many sad and depressing entries that I am sure that many of you have completely given up. Which is good. That ( Read more... )

I have once again come to the conclusion that people are just always going to be the way that they are. Yes that does sound kinds dumb, but hey, that's besides the point. People don't really seem to change for the better anymore, just the worse. That sucks. It's kinda like this: you are having an incredibly good dinner, you are enjoying every last ( Read more... )

Life..... sucks big hairy moose balls...... you may ask why..... well I could tell you but then I would have to.... well I wont kill you but I might.... well no I wont rape you either.... well maybe if you are attractive..... probably not though, even though I might think about it...... but that is besides the point...... but really it could be the ( Read more... )

So over the last few days I have been thinking. I have some major decisions coming up. I am very sure that I am going move up to Flagstaff. Next year I am going to go to NAU. In about a week I will have decided weather or not to withdraw from ASU. I have been have some problems, so I think that would be my best move. I am going to withdraw and work ( Read more... )

Well, so it has been a really long time since I last updated. Yeah, just after Thanksgiving. Well the last few months have really kinda sucked for me emotionally. And to tell you the truth, I am quite sure that it will continue to suck. I moved back home since I last updated, and I am very much so ready to move back out. I am so sick of my parental ( Read more... )