Change
Why do things have to change so damn quickly!?! I am once again sad, lonely and depressed. HA! It seems like a never ending cycle of my life. I get something that makes me happy, then all of a sudden the facts are completely revealed and I find out that what makes me happy is only meant to last for a few fleeting, amazing, wonderful moments. Well, I guess it is better to have a glimpse of happiness once in a while then to be always sad. SHIT!!! Well, I have decided that I am going to become a mountain man, and FUCK my work. I am going to grow a huge ass beard and do what the fuck that I want to. I have no one to impress right now, and who knows when I will have someone to impress? ARGH!!!! I am so sick of always seeming to be one of the damn depressed LJ people. But what can I do about that. I don't know. OH well. I guess I can do that. Be depressed, and lonely, and sad, and feel like a loser. Oh well. I am now going to either go and drink or cry. I doubt that either will help, in fact, I know that neither of them will help, but FUCK IT!!! I have lost it. HAHAHA, like I said I am going to become a mountain man. BEARD, FLANNEL, BOOTS, WILDERNESS, AXE, BLACK POWDER RIFLES. SHIT YEAH!!!! Wow, well I am pathetic, and I am going to go now. I will probably come on again later and once again rant about me being depressed. Not that anyone really cares. So why do I do this? I know that hardly anyone probably reads any of my LJ's to completion. HA! Oh well. If you do read it to completion then thank you for your time. I am sorry if this is what you consider a waste of your time and I sincerely would love to return that couple of minutes that you lost while reading this. BUT I CAN'T!!! So deal with it. UGH!!! I hate feeling this way!!!!