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much better.

159.8

Fasting until further notice.

Here I am at my highest weight ever. 161.2. I hate myself. I want to be atleast 130 by the time college rolls around or at the VERY least 140. I need to get back on track with everything, but sometimes I feel ridiculously unmotivated. Here's the new plan, hope I can stick with it ( Read more... )

blaaaah new years diet.

god dammit.

158.8 lbs today.

But that's fine, it's okay. No more fucking up. I will keep diet soda and gum and caffeine pills on me at all time. Cigarettes if my best friend wasn't around me all the time. No more fscking up.

So far I've only had a yogurt smoothie (60 cals)

My daily intake is 500 again.

i am such a fuck up

just burned 986 calories rollerblading. thank god. fitwatch.com 70 mins. thats all ive eaten today and then some.

Fawk ( Read more... )

I didn't go to school today because I didn't do my English paper for Mrs. Day.

Chad's pissed off.

I have work tonight, so I have put it off as allergies.

So far only Dannon Light 'N Fit (0% fat) only 40 calories.

Blah.

it doesn't matter that you're lying in the gutter
it doesn't matter that your brains all cluttered
it doesn't matter that you're covered in scars
you're never in the gutter with your eyes on the stars