starting over

[hagaren_edo]

Here I am at my highest weight ever. 161.2. I hate myself. I want to be atleast 130 by the time college rolls around or at the VERY least 140. I need to get back on track with everything, but sometimes I feel ridiculously unmotivated. Here's the new plan, hope I can stick with it

Comments

[lecoupdevie]

you know, if your dieting to loose weight, and as much as you are shooting for (30lbs) try and think about if the diet your planning on sticking to can be done for the next 6 months.
self loathing only makes it harder and worse, be happy for your accomplishments and think positive! try 1500 calories first then lower it by 100 every week!
dont go under 1200 cause then your metabolism slows down

[hagaren_edo]

thanks :) that does sound a lot better than hating myself all the time <3 appreciate ur advice