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[hadtimeofmylife]

After everything that had happened, her change over the summer, things with Puck, things with Beth and Shelby and after finding out that Puck slept with Shelby, she felt herself spiraling out of control. Nothing seemed to work out. Last year, her life started out perfect, she was head cheerleader, dating the most amazing guy and she threw it all

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[imthenewguy]

It had been a day that had utterly shattered Sam and his entire world. He'd wanted to spend the day hanging out with Quinn. To see her and ask if she wanted to go to Breadstix with him. He'd gone through a lot that past year and, after trying to work through his feelings for Mercedes when he returned he was finally reaching the only sane conclusion; he was still in love with Quinn and he always would be. He'd called round and after a few knocks to the door upon which he received no answer, the door opened just so with the final knock. He knew it wasn't polite to enter her home without asking but if her car was parked up and the door was opening, yet there was no answer, it was enough to give him cause for concern

[hadtimeofmylife]

Quinn had been there when Sam found her body, she wanted to say something, but for some reason she couldn't find her voice. She wanted to comfort him, to tell him everything was okay, even more so when she saw him crying. When he left though, after the ambulance took her body away she wanted to follow, but she couldn't leave the front lawn. She was hoping that somehow, for some reason he would end up back at her house. She figured people could see her, when she wanted them to because Judy had gotten a glimpse of Quinn the day before, but Judy didn't dare say that to anyone because she didn't want anyone to think she was crazy or simply seeing things

[imthenewguy]

Sam thought he'd imagined it at first. Sitting there, sobbing quietly as he clutched the ring so tight it was biting in to the skin of his palm. He liked that, though. He needed it to remind him how to feel. How to feel something other than an utter emptiness at losing her. He heard her voice and he was sure that he was imagining her there because he wanted so badly. He just wanted her. He lifted his head a little and, as foolish as he felt talking to what he thought was himself, he did it.

"Then you shouldn't have gone, Quinn. I love you. You should be here with me."

[hadtimeofmylife]

"I know that.. now and I'm sorry. I love you, too and I'm so sorry. But I'm here right now, for how long I don't know, but for now I'm here. Just look at me, Sam. I'm here."