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After everything that had happened, her change over the summer, things with Puck, things with Beth and Shelby and after finding out that Puck slept with Shelby, she felt herself spiraling out of control. Nothing seemed to work out. Last year, her life started out perfect, she was head cheerleader, dating the most amazing guy and she threw it all away for Finn. The guy who ended up dumping her at a funeral for Rachel. It was always something that screwed her life up, usually herself.
She was sure nothing was ever going to work out. She couldn't think of anything to fix the life that she made for herself. Her mom went out and she was supposed to go to school, but she didn't. All she did was cry and she was so tired of crying. She was honestly tired of living. With no one home, she went into her mom's bathroom and found sleeping pills. Normally, a person was supposed to take one or two, but Quinn went to her room after getting a glass of water and ended up taking all fifty pills. She just wanted to sleep. To never wake up and drift into a peaceful sleep forever. Which was why she made sure to lay on her bed and curl up into a ball cuddling her pillow. But if she was going to die, she wanted to die with three things. A picture of Beth, the promise ring Sam gave her and a picture of him. All that she laid out next to her. She didn't leave a note because she was pretty sure no one would care. Everyone would be relieved, at least she thought so.
She was sure nothing was ever going to work out. She couldn't think of anything to fix the life that she made for herself. Her mom went out and she was supposed to go to school, but she didn't. All she did was cry and she was so tired of crying. She was honestly tired of living. With no one home, she went into her mom's bathroom and found sleeping pills. Normally, a person was supposed to take one or two, but Quinn went to her room after getting a glass of water and ended up taking all fifty pills. She just wanted to sleep. To never wake up and drift into a peaceful sleep forever. Which was why she made sure to lay on her bed and curl up into a ball cuddling her pillow. But if she was going to die, she wanted to die with three things. A picture of Beth, the promise ring Sam gave her and a picture of him. All that she laid out next to her. She didn't leave a note because she was pretty sure no one would care. Everyone would be relieved, at least she thought so.