"sometimes i think about all of the things i can do with my life and it just blows my mind. then i think about how i am throwing my life away right before my eyes, and i dont give a fuck." -you have so much time left. i'm almost jealous of it. i suppose i still have it too... it's hard to see. *wishing you were here*
Good for you, I'm glad and admire you for how much more mature you are than I am. Jesus...how'd you learn that? I sure as hell can't do it.
You'd love it out here in Solvang. At night it's almost completely dark and you can see ALL of the stars and there are these green, rolling hills that seem like they should go forever. The air is just a little salty, so you know the ocean is close. Around noon, it's warm and there's a slight breeze rolling through the hills and rutstling the trees with a soft whoosh. God, you'd love it.
you see, i go through stages. sometimes i can be super mature and awesome and other times i just curl into a ball and cry. but i'm sure even the most mature person i know does the same. i'm sure everyone does that every once in a while. it's just reassuring to think that in 20 years this will all be behind me and i will look back and laugh.
god, i wish i knew what the hell to do for 20 years....
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-you have so much time left. i'm almost jealous of it. i suppose i still have it too... it's hard to see. *wishing you were here*
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Good for you, I'm glad and admire you for how much more mature you are than I am. Jesus...how'd you learn that? I sure as hell can't do it.
You'd love it out here in Solvang. At night it's almost completely dark and you can see ALL of the stars and there are these green, rolling hills that seem like they should go forever. The air is just a little salty, so you know the ocean is close. Around noon, it's warm and there's a slight breeze rolling through the hills and rutstling the trees with a soft whoosh. God, you'd love it.
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god, i wish i knew what the hell to do for 20 years....
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