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i'm fucking sick of this shit.

la di da. fuck. im not sure what i wanna do today. im only posting because i am so fucking bored. it's ridiculous.. im hungry too. i need to feed. i'm going to see Kayla in a while, and we're gettin missy too. not sure what we're doing but it will be fun. maybe go find some trouble or something.. or some pot, whichever.. maaaaaaaahhh.. only 15 more ( Read more... )

When I was a young man, I wanted to change the world. I found it was difficult to change the world, so I tried to change my nation. When I found I couldn't change the nation, I began to focus on my town. I couldn't change the town and as an older man I tried to change my family. Now as an old man I realize the only thing I can change is myself, and ( Read more... )

mmm. i'm fucking bored. i've been cleaning my room all day, except for being at school, eating, and now typing my soul away into this machine. my mom has been looking for new jobs in albuquerque. i think she might be considering paying for me to live in the dorms next semester. that would, be rockin, except that i can't have margo there. and my ( Read more... )

michelle told me something about my pet dying... that the tumor on her stomach was possibly a warning to me. that i was having trouble internally "digesting" something in my life. something i couldn't get past. "something" is true. something is inside of me. it's a monster. it's me. part of me. only one part of it all. but it's a monster, however ( Read more... )

how sad, but too fucking true. it's time for a lot of things in my life. most of them concern me getting my head out of my ass and taking shit like a man. a "man." a man? like who ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What type of kisser are you?"

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when you need help the most, you are the least likely to ask for it. everything on the inside of me, and more and more things on the outside, is screaming that i'm breaking down. i'm losing it. i've been losing it, and i'm scared that i'm getting to the point where it may become "irreversable" by some measure. i can't let myself do this to myself. ( Read more... )

so i feel a lot better about life in general. i had a talk with Steph, a friend i met in Public Speaking/Sociology, last night and it helped a lot.. we talked about so much. grudges and whatnot i didnt even realize i still had. it was good to just talk. i decided that i need to talk to my mom, and kind of figured out why i held these grudges for so ( Read more... )