Im still awake and I know I shouldn't be. All things considering though, I just applied to six positions at UCSF. I'm desperately hoping at least ONE of them comes back. At this point, I'm almost SO sure that I'll hear from NO ONE that I wont even choose a "favorite" position to hope for. :( If UCSF is a bust, I'm going to start searching in ( Read more... )

Life decisions are always hard... but I feel that i'm somewhat more neurotic than most when it comes to making decisions about my future. School has arrived again, and i'm excited for classes yet again -- Give me two weeks, and I'll hate them, again ( Read more... )

Meh. I was gunna post something but I deleted it before it posted ( Read more... )

while I drove him from matty's house (OMG I was out past midnite w/my bf and my parents actually KNEW about it and consented.. with a guilt trip) I heard this on the radio sooooooooooooooooooooo :O

I just had to say
And I ra~an
I ran so far awa~ay..
couldn't get away.

XD~

Yes.

Microvision O_O; Kick ass.. If it's true that it's really safe.. then wow! Imagine this kind of thing while driving. Maps etc... really kewl stuff.. REALLY kewl stuff. :O minus the monocle and dorky headband part o_O ( Read more... )

( one piece quiz )

What people say, do, or want, shouldn't effect what I say, do or want should it? Cuz it does.

Am I just weak? Probably.

Ever notice I like to answer my own questions? Obviously.

I shouldn't take everything so personally. But I do.

This is the first entry I've made in a long time.. unfortunately it isn't one bearing good news.. Then again, I never really get the urge to post unless I'm stressed/frustrated/angry and without an outlet. Sorry to all those who wanted to see me post (i'm being hopeful here I think).. but this isn't a pleasant entry.

( Anyway enough with the bullshit )

12 reasons why gay marriage will ruin society!!!!!! HAhAH that cracked me up..

So mad.
So very very mad.

More later.. just.. mad.

Wish I had another cert for a massage.. i could fucking use one right about now.. i PROMISE to elaborate.. maybe ;o