Busy days have come and gone....I feel much refreshed ( Read more... )

Alright so let's get one thing straight right from the start-I'm drunk...again ( Read more... )

So when I was reading the Twilight books and the Bella character would describe this hole she felt in her chest and the ripping apart thing...I would chuckle at how undeniably crazy it sounded.

Now I understand.

So, for once I've stuck to my word. The changes have been happening, the weather is changing and I can't help but feel that for once things are going to work out. I have this new found sense of happiness and hope that hit me Sunday. I'm anxious to see what kind of things will come my way...but whatever it is, I'm ready ( Read more... )

So yesterday Kyle officially left for Kuwait. I never really got to say goodbye at his ceremony on Saturday thanks to his girlfriend. Although the cermony itself felt more like a funeral than anything ( Read more... )

I don't really know how to start this or say this, but I just know it's going to feel better to get it out in the open a little. The full extent of the truth is known by two people, myself and my doctor. Otherwise I tell little white lies or nothing at all ( Read more... )

Ugh. So more of my whiny bullshit ( Read more... )

It's been a while. To make a long story short, I let my brother borrow my laptop and he unfortunately managed to get me a good virus which disabled the laptop for a while. I finally got around to actually fixing it. Now to get back in the swing of things ( Read more... )

It's been a crazy couple of weeks. With the holidays and such people are coming in from out of town that I haven't seen in years and years so there's been a few late nights getting to catch up and see them again. It's been exhausting but very cool at the same time. Sometimes the past is good to revisit and put behind you. Sometimes it just ( Read more... )

Alright, so here's the happenings ( Read more... )