ran on the treadmill today. 20 gdamn minutes! i need to stop smoking.
manager's meeting tonight. gee.. i wonder what its gonna be about. am i gonna be fired? demoted? fuck if i know. and i dont care, tired of trying my best and nobody notices it.
so the show yesterday was fudgen awesome!!! schuylar definitely knows hot to shake his thang. i had an opportunity to hang out with the band cuz jen is friends with steve.. the drummer. but i decided to leave her and go to the bar. UGH!!! i couldve ask schuylar to rape me!!!! bwahahaha...