Chris Gore called me again...ha i guess ( Read more... )

One night on the roof ( Read more... )

My friend is loaning me a guitar, so i can get some aggression out...also, maybe write something good.

Its been confirmed ( Read more... )

Well I called julianne to get my hair straightener, and she says she is going to a party tonight ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about it...one of the reasons this whole thing with Michael getting with a gurl is bothering me is because I dont want him doing the same things with her that he did with me. But I'm not worried about it anymore. He never could. She's not the same person I am, and she def. doesnt have the tits and ass that Michaels brain forces him ( Read more... )

Tonight Chase came over and we watched Minority Report ( Read more... )

Today was good. I picked up my couch from Alyshas so now at least my images of Michael and Julianne arent on my couch ( Read more... )

Tonight I went and hung out with Chase. All I could think about was that tonight is Michaels night off and that he and Julianne were probably making out. I really hate to think that they might have sex sometime. I really dont ever want to be with anyone like that other than him. I really miss him. Everyone keeps telling me that it's going to ( Read more... )

It feels like he likes tearing me apart
ripping me and shredding me into a thousand tiny peices
reveling in the pain it causes.

I know he doesnt.
I know he loves me
even if he doesnt remember right now.