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[growing_up]

I'm thinking about it...one of the reasons this whole thing with Michael getting with a gurl is bothering me is because I dont want him doing the same things with her that he did with me. But I'm not worried about it anymore. He never could. She's not the same person I am, and she def. doesnt have the tits and ass that Michaels brain forces him

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[swiftinsanity]

new york would be nice...but you have to have lots of cash...

and it's lexie. i know you hate david with all your might. but yeah. they broke up. then it came to the point where we were together. and now she hates me. andandand. bleh.

[growing_up]

EEEK Ashley, that is bad...i'm sure you know that alreaddy though...wow...

well, she moved? fill me in on the details.

Yeah, I would go to NYC and stay with her, but i have no cash for tickets there...:(

[swiftinsanity]

i know it's bad. really...it wasn't like it was this horribly easy thing for me to do. i fought it until it was too hard to do so (haha..so overdramatic) and eventually gave in. never did i think it would be good for our friendship, i just thought that *over time* it would be ok. i was being naive, i suppose, and wanting to have my cake and eat it too. *but* however wrong, which i know it is, and evil the situation is, i still say that i wasn't choosing him over her. and it wasn't like i had planned this all along, it just kind of happened. but it really sucks.

yeah, she moved to denton, which although may not be *too* far, it's still moving away. she told me she couldn't be my friend while i was with him. etc. so to add to my already lonely existence, i am also left without my best friend. though i did it to myself. um...i've rambled to you enough for one night i think. i shall talk to you later. <3

[growing_up]

well i meant like, going for a visit...

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