Ok. i've been gone from here for a while. so my plan is to wrap up the cancer part of the journal by finishing the story of radiation. here it goes. Warning- the following is not for the faint of heart! So read with caution ( Read more... )

1.)Ensure that you spend plenty of time feeling your body so that you will notice any changes to it. Feel free to enlist others to inspect your body on a regular basis, especially for all those hard to reach places. If necessary try ingesting some Ecstasy to make your inspections more enjoyable ( Read more... )

feeling a bit lost ( Read more... )

ok. so here's your cancer update ( Read more... )

interesting. just got a phone call from my ex. it hasn't even been a week since i saw him last. this is starting to remind me of dating. not sure what i think about it.
hmmm....

i should be sleeping. instead i'm feeling sorry for myself. likely i will feel even more sorry for myself in the morning when i am sleep deprived, and on my way to radiation. i seriously hate feeling this way ( Read more... )

lets see if i can manage to post something without angering the gods of dial-up and furthermore enraging myself to the point of smashing the computer ( Read more... )

Haven't written here for a while so i'll try to remember what is important ( Read more... )

1. cancer ( Read more... )

feeling oddly perky i think it's from the steriods. lukas arrived late last night and it is lovely having him here. were going to rent a yurt tomorrow near carberry, by the spirit sands in spruce something park. allowing that i don't feel too much like ass in the am, since i've taken all the steriods already. won't know till the morning though. ( Read more... )