It is weird for me to be sentimental, but I'm in that mood right now. It is weird for me to have friends that are actually there for me when I need them, normally I deal with all of my issues on my own. I don't do this out of choice, normally this happens because of necessity. I don't tend to be friends with good, reliable people. I tend to be ( Read more... )

It is weird for me to be sentimental, but I'm in that mood right now. It is weird for me to have friends that are actually there for me when I need them, normally I deal with all of my issues on my own. I don't do this out of choice, normally this happens because of necessity. I don't tend to be friends with good, reliable people. I tend to be ( Read more... )

I feel horrible. Joey and I broke up last night. He refused to say the words, even though it was his idea. Afterwards we were being chummy and talking. At the end of the conversation he asked me if I cheated on him with Neil. I couldn't lie to him. I told him the truth. I told him that I kissed Neil right before we broke up. He is understandably ( Read more... )

I don't remember ever feeling this lonely.

I know he cares about other girls.

I know he doesn't want to be with me.

Why aren't we strong enough to walk away?

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I have officially been insulted more than I would care to be, tonight.

Note to self: adopt old technique. Make them call you.

Sure, it might mean I get a lot less phone calls...but I still think my ego would be less bruised.

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I have officially been insulted more than I would care to be, tonight.

Note to self: adopt old technique. Make them call you.

Sure, it might mean I get a lot less phone calls...but I still think my ego would be less bruised.

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There is just too much to say. Too much distance. It's only been a few days but it feel like we are already years apart. Can he really hate me that much already?

I don't think I can see him anymore. It just hurts. I don't want to be around him. I want to bask in my sorrow.

He wants every reminder of me out of his life, even a bottle of vodka he ( Read more... )

Neil,

Well played.

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I love paying for lunch on my birthday.

It would be great if my boyfriend started making money.

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Sometimes I wish that I could be in an open relationship. Sure, part of it is because I want to have my cake and eat it to, but also because I think it would be nice to see passion that my boyfriend has but from an outsiders perspective. My friends think I'm crazy. I think it would make me happier, but I know that Joey isn't down, it kind of sucks ( Read more... )