Everyday all I can think is, what if he was right?

Everyday it seems more and more true.

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I feel like I'm haunted. Everywhere I look I see memories. It's like the universe won't let me forget who I used to be.

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Sometimes it's hard.

Sometimes it feels like the world is being thrust at me, all the problems, all the stress, all the negativity, it becomes over-whelming.

In high school and your early 20's are supposed to be the best times of your life, hearing that terrifies me because I think it might actually be true.

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I have a crush.

I'm still in love with Joey, but these feelings for this other guy is kind of nice.

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I had a weird dream last night. Joey was in, of course, he's in all my dreams lately. But we went to Vegas or camping or some combination of the two. He and I talk a little in my dream. He asked me why and I told him everything. I told him because I was afraid, because I was ready for it to be over, because I did not realize how much I really cared ( Read more... )

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Sam is being so obnoxious. All I want to do is text Joey about it like I used to always do.

I wish that I could still talk to him. Sometimes I wish that I could still vent.

I am glad that he told me that he is not in love me anymore, but I do wish that I could at least talk to him.

And I wish that sam would shut the hell up! Oh.my.gosh.

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When does it starting getting easier?

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I can't stop crying.

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Alvaro is like my Jacob. Which might be the lamest twilight reference ever.

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