i have never felt so insecure for nothing before. im confused, depressed, insecure, and have possably found the greatest thing of my life ( Read more... )

i think if somone read my livejournal without knowing me
theyd think i was the most pathetic emo kid in the world
hahahahahaha
this is just to vent to anyone who might read it

first off dori,
ever since i told her everything the only thing that seems to have changed is im alittle nicer to her now, but she still doesnt realize at all how what she says affects me. like when she talks about wesley she doesnt know why i get angry, how realize that its not just something i say
I REALLY LIKE HER

AHH my stomach hurts

whoa i just ( Read more... )

shultz dies?
yerkes dies? blankenship dies? ryan dies?
were goin to war in september
whos to say we all will come back?
what if im the unlucky one to take that shrapnel?
what if my mom never gets to see my face again?
what if me coming home this last time was the just the last memory my friends will have of me?

what if were rolling down kirkuk, we hit a ( Read more... )

from throwing my phone at the brick wall when i found this out ( Read more... )

over a year since i used this ( Read more... )

to tell you the truth ( Read more... )

i get sworn in tomarro ( Read more... )

i dont get sad ( Read more... )

one of these days
in fact
the next time im with her alone
im gonna suprise her
out of no where
im going to push her up against the closest object
and before she has any idea whtas going on im going to kiss her
and i will enjoy doing it
becaus i need to grow some balls
and be a man
i mean
whats trhe worst that can come from it?