Jun 06, 2007 19:56
from throwing my phone at the brick wall when i found this out.
this dude dori met at the party the other night stayed the night last night
and they "talked... and made out.. and.."
well just say it involves the dumb bitch swallowing his bodily fluids.
HOW fucking could she
that stupid fucking slut.
she barely knows him, and some dude jsut cus hes fucking hott she fucking sucks his cock like any other dumb slut out there
holy fucking shit i cant talk to her now
that stupid whore
how could she?
how could innocent shy little dori be currupted so easily?
fuck her
how could i so easily trust someone like that?
why did i fucking do this
why cant i just choose not to have these undieing feelings for this female?
i need to find a girl who i can again infatuate myself with, one that wont betray my judgement, and who can take my mind of this stupid girl whp i havent been able to drive out of my mind since i met.
FUCK
is she really so dense that she doesnt know that ive always had feelings for her?
for SURE she has to know
grrr as muchy as i want to tell her i dont want to give the bitch the satisfaction of knowing the hold she has on my heart and my seemingly strong character.
FUCK i need to get drunk
fuck this fucking place
fuck the fact that i am surrounded by males and slutty fat ugly females of watertown
i need to get out of here
fuck just send me to fucking war already im ready for fucking anything fuck
im going to smoke this whole fucking pack of ciggerettes right now
FUCKthis pain that this fucking individual has fucking placed upon me
FUCK I NEED TO KILL SOMETHING TO BREAK SOMETHING SEND ME TO IRAQ SO I CAN FUCKING DO SOMETHING
all this anger i havent felt anger like this in a long time, this jealousy and discust over coming my calmness
how the fuck am i going to bring myself out of this?
i want to fucking scream at her make her cry biut all the stupid bitch would do is laugh at my plight
not realizing how much she means to me
my body feels suddenly numb right now
WHY CANT I FUCKING CRY WHY CANT THESE TEARS BE REALEASED FROM MY SYSTEM
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING
FUCK I GOD DAAMN FUCK i dont know what to do
god damn i just
whew im getting dizzy