So still here in North Carolina things are going really good here getting to be pretty popular but hey when you are the only goth/horror punk kid in the state that happens. Me and Ashley are doing GREAT we have been together for six months now on the seventh of this month, which is totally fucking awesome because she means the world to me and i ( Read more... )

so i was looking at my journal and realized that i haven't added a new entry in forever so yah whatever. ummm things in nc blow pretty hard the only thing i really give a fuck about here is my gf. she is honestly the greatest thing that has ever happened to me in my life. she is probably the best friend i have ever had and i care about her more ( Read more... )

So i was walkin down the street to my grandmothers house when the biggest peice of shit truck drives by me. Sticking his head out of the window a see a huge dumb ass redneck with no more than 5 teeth, and his equally dumb counterpart sitting in the passenger seat, yelling at me "grow up and get a life you little freak!" This was by far the ( Read more... )

so just thought i would tell everyone that i am still alive here in HICKSVILLE USA! Things are going really good here i have found a gf that means the absolute world to me never in my life have i cared so much about someone not even family members. I have been going out with ashley for 2 months now and it seems like things have been going so fast ( Read more... )

well here it is boys and girls all you guys out there that have allways told me that i NEEDED TO GET LAID!!! and all you girls out there that hearts i broke and am about to break. little virgin boy antonio is no more as of feb, 8, 2005, at 8 p.m. while listening to afi nonetheless i think that is a sin. to like have sex to a band that is all about ( Read more... )

So umm i was realizing that i have gotten over alot of the things i have wanted to get over by coming here except for one. alot of my friends out there really don't know me all too well. so here it is an invitations for you to ask me 5 questions any 5 at all and i will answer them 100% honestly. lol have fun

Loves: Graves x13x

ok so here it is to all you dumb fucks back in az. I love you guys to death but i have had alot on my mind lately and they concern pretty much just two people. You two are my best friends and i am seeing you do such stupid things , one alot more than the other. wtf is wrong with you guys do you really think i want to have to watch you two die from ( Read more... )

So still here in NC things are really boring here but there is some good. I have a new gf her name is Ashley and she is so absolutely perfect. i know i know what you all are thinking wtf is it with you and girls named ashley. lol it's cool this one is different she is like no other. The schools here are great and i have made a ton of new friends ( Read more... )

So still here in nc probably never coming back that is what my mom tells me anyway. but, the friends i have made here are great there are like clones of all of you back home i have a gf now that i absolutely adore her name is ashley , yah yah i know what is up with me and ashleys, and she is absolutely beautiful. it's really boring here so i ( Read more... )

So here it is for all of those out there that care to read this, and actually know what is going on. The first week here all i did was try and push the three people that meant most to me out of my head i didn't want to even hear their names. Those three people are ashley, mariah, and my dad i love the three of them with all of my heart there is no ( Read more... )